It's not a shock, but you don't seem to mind and I just can't see how.

It's hard when something ends. Not only is it painful, but it's also terrifying. You have no idea what's going to happen next, and that uncertainty leaves a continuous gaping hole. You start to feel really alone despite the people that love you who are attempting to help. But they don't matter because they aren't the one person you want, who you can't have anymore. However, try not to push those people away, let them stay and let them love you. Let them convince you everything will be okay. Let them give you happiness and then hope will soon be achievable. Don't ever be scared Bear, because I'm right here.