I have a secret, he said we were over.

At night it's eating up your head,
Backed against the wall
Got you in a tight place
Though you're not alone at all
Been fighting, trying to place a name on what it's called
Make you feel like a losing streak cuz you know
But you're not involved

Louder than they 

Say Aha - Santigold

Cornonet

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I am searching for inspiration, but it's getting harder to breathe every time I come around.

Oh shucks im flattered.

I have been Given this lovely award from the lovely julia of fourteenfashionstatements.blogspot.com (check out her blog it's sick). This is my very first blogger award so dayum girl thanks this really means a lot!!

(the award says list 10 things that make you happy)

IN ABSOLUTE NO PARTICULAR ORDER

1. BEING IN NEW YORK CITY WITH A RAD OUTFIT ON

2. WHEN PEOPLE JUGDE YOU BASED OUT WHAT YOU ARE WEARING (YOU KNOW YOU'VE GOTTEN SOMEWHERE)

3. GOING OUT TO THE BEACH AT MIDNIGHT LISTENING TO THE WAVES 

4. READING THE NOTEBOOK IN A DAY AND EVEN AFTER READING IT 12 TIMES STILL BEING ABLE TO CRY

5. SEEING SOMEONES FACE IN A CROWD. AND THAT SOMEONE BEING VERY SPECIAL

6. TOPSHOP X ASHISH CHEETAH WEDGES

7. WHEN YOUR LISTENING TO A SONG AND EVEN IF YOU'VE LISTENED TO IT 100 TIMES I LOVE IT WHEN YOU REALLY LISTEN TO THE LYRICS FOR THE FIRST TIME

8.  ALEXANDER WANG'S CREATIONS

9. WEARING RIPPED/BLEACHED/STUDDED CLOTHING

10. TRYING TO UNDERSTAND AND REALLY FIND WHATS LOVE 

I know tag naturegraffiti.com!

Where is everyone?

I was on 29th street running away. Running from the one solid thing in my life and now I stand here in a McDonald's with the cash register lady asking me if I wanted my vegetarian fries to here or for go? I think she meant for here or to go, but we've all had a long days. I wondered for here? do I really want to eat here? I look around and it smells like shit, the people in here look like hell, the tiles are shining with their fresh clean look like two lovers who have just met (I can’t do it), and the lights are too bright. I started to become weaker. To go? Where would I go? If I had ordered the fries 20 minutes earlier I wouldn’t have thought twice about whether it was "to here or for go" because I had a place to "for go." But now after he kills himself and us I realize that to here is my only option left. And that to go anywhere would be pointless when your mind resides in unpleasant amounts of confusion, and despite everybody in McDonald’s sheer loneliness. I loved him he loved me. Wait what's love, though? If I don’t know what it is.. Right that mean I “never” loved him. He raped me. Nah not really but he raped my one soul of an organ beating heart. And then threw it in the gutter, the same one all of the others are in. He said yah you’re pretty much the one for me, yah we were only 17. We made love to Kings of Leon in the dark, while high as a bird and thrived on love. His hips touched mine, my lips quivered. "Mam! to here or for go?!" I had been dazed for a good time holding up the now busy McDonalds "For go" I mean "To go please." Yah I left that town.

Tyler Durden Isn't Real

Take the time to take apart, each brick that sits outside your heart
And look around you
There's people everywhere
And though they don't always show it they're just as scared
And we'd be more prepared if you just pulled on through 

Images: oxblood.tumblr.com


My Favorite Songs Today:


Samson - Regina Spektor
Like Something 4 Porno! - Felix da Housecat
Last of the English Roses - Pete Doherty 
Corner Stone - Artic Monkeys
Snape Kills Dumbledore - White Noise 
Wagon Wheel - Old Crow Medicine Show